I feel like I am walking against a wall in my life.
I have so much free time but I don't do anything with it. Just being lame and lazy.
I need someone around who kicks my ass so I do something. I should really continue on my comic, but why am I not doing it?

I haven't done some good piece of art, that I can be proud of and I am not seeing that I am improving or good at the art I do.
It seems like it's all growing over my head, the whole thing with the comic.
As more I think about it as more it seems senseless to me and that I don't have a real structure in it.
I didn't finish to think about the whole thing yet and I still have so many ideas what could happen.
And I have to say that I don't like the begin of the comic.

Well after the summer holidays I will visit a new school and make there other friends or no friends. We will see.
is on that school, too. I want be all alone.

I hope I can raise up my ass to work seriously on my stuff.

I really hate the weather here. It's getting hotter and hotter every day. x_x